Having test tml??! i dont remember

Well,it has been 2months since i left malaysia.

To be true,i feel grateful to be given a chance to study in a foreign country.

At least now i can tell people that i have my ass high above ground once,

and have my feet landed on a malays-free land.

woohooo~~~

Let's talk about my study..

hmm,everything is going well,

but i'm getting damn nervous..

Back in chong hwa,

I would say:"hey,i pass~!"

but now i say:"fcuk!! no 100?!"

Each time you get 95,

you will think there might be someone who is better than you.

That's why you dont get much satisfaction for most of the time,

so basically i'm not as happy as i was.

I hate competition,

someone will be the winner,

and someone has to be that loser!

I come here in hope of becoming a vet.

So are many other fellow students in ntnu..

What if i cant get that holy slot?!

Life is short,

so everyone should go for their dream,

that's how i've always thought.

But now i see things differently.

I was a crab,a shellfish..

I was just thinking about myself.

Alone in somewhere faraway from home,

nothing seems to be more important than family.

Animals have always been my passion,

but i guess if i really cant become a vet,

i will keep my passion until my family is less dependant on me.

Now,they need me. and i need them.

I've watched a great movie,3idiots..

Spare some time to watch this movie my friend!!

Enjoy what you are learning is one of the basic need in study,

if you dont,you probably will end up having some shits on your exam paper.

The ability to learn and solve problems is one of the reason man become the dominant species on this planet,

and incomplete knowledge lead to disaster.

Just like how we create plastic and now find out we will soon be living in a world full of non degradable waste.

That's why we have to keep learning!

They say practive makes perfect,

i guess the one who practice the least is god,

that's why nothing on Earth is perfect.

People take on different path,

no one knows what's waiting in the end.

If your story ends well,you will get applause from the audience.

If Thomas Edison didnt invent light bulb,

he could have been just another geek hiding at home,

doing experiment all the time..

a nobody.

Whatever you choose or whatever life choose for you,lets just believe that you will have a happy ending! ^^

不喜欢

yerrrrrr

7 siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

sien arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

太阳睡醒了

今天真的是美丽的一天!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

死去的人会活在亲人和朋友的记忆里.

生日时，朋友会在facebook上写happy birthday,

失落时，朋友会在facebook上写cheer up! ^^

出国时，朋友会在facebook上写byebye~~

就算没有什么事发生，朋友可能也在会facebook上写hi?!

没想到，

人死了，

也会有很多人在死者的facebook wall上面留言.

"rest in peace"

"i'll miss you"

可是他看不见.

小时候很怕鬼，

但总不相信世界上有天堂有地狱，

也总在说服自己世界上没有鬼这回事.

现在再想一想，

如果人死后没有到别一个空间去，

那人死了就好象完全消失一样.

消失是一种很可怕的感觉.

但只要大家都不忘记，

那他就能继续生活在我们的记忆空间里.

愿死者安息.

当你看到这一篇post的时候，我已经不在malaysia了

马来西亚的朋友，

久等了!!!

酱迟才update,

其实也是情非得已的...

刚来到taiwan的时候sibeh想写，

但上不到网。

上到网的时候，

又sibeh够力累。

精神的时候，

又没有心情。

真diao!!

刚来到台湾的时候，

真的sibeh想哭.

头两天我们在较偏僻的山地迎新，

10几个男人睡一间房，

要哭也真paiseh~

所以那时候你们录给我的留言我也不敢听.

思念是一种病，

看到台湾没有马来人，

没有kepong jusco,

没有mamak档，

没有rapid kl，

会很想哭.

看到台湾也有华人，

也有很像malaysia的小河，

也有树，也有草，

也有云，有星星，

就会更想哭.

全部人都讲我很diam，

美颖还讲:"佳颖讲你很吵的wo!!"

第一次离家酱远，

正常的!!

现在心情算是ok了啦,

因为也不能被太多负面的心情，

负面的想法影响自己.

而且开朗才是我的个性.

侨大这一年好像不容易过，

兽医名额不多

要抢这一科的却sibeh多!!

真diao

值得高兴的是，

侨大很中华，

有好像变形湖的湖，

课本上的跟高3上的也sibeh像，

也大概9个月内赶完.

算分考试也很像中华.

离家很多东西都很不习惯，

尤其是常忘记把沐浴露和shampoo带回房间，

一个星期内不见两次，

真tohsui.

宿舍住得还好啦，

室友都是马来西亚的同胞.

那个dai b劲宏也刚好在隔壁房.

最kacau的是每晚十点要点名，

有时候我9点就想睡了 -.-

点名的时候很好玩，

因为可以看到很多不同的....

有8块的，

有团结的，

有一排排的.....

也有stingray.

-.-

oo，

还有!!!

住宿舍很没有privacy和安全感，

因为晚上睡觉不能锁门，

而且走廊外可以看进去寝室，

sibeh wai...

去哪里都要锁来锁去，

真麻烦~~~

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台湾通街都是狗，

没有1只会对着我摇尾巴.

台湾通街都是人，

没有了家人哪里都不像家.

突然没有什么心情写下去le，

越写越悲,

总之关心我的朋友，家人还有狗，

我都很想念你们，

我会加油!!!

雨停了，泪开始下

diao.

绿茶可以refill leh.....

很wai下.....

睡不着............

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我第一次过2点on9，

很暗，

因为不敢开灯，

怕给妈妈鸟~

我其实很迟钝，

好像毕业的时候，

一点感觉都没有....

过了一个多月才觉得怀念，

才想流泪.

原来已经19号了，

再见原来在不遥远.

我曾经担心飞的那天,

家人眼湿湿望着我,

我却木木的,

没有任何感觉 -.-

今天farewell hooiyen and weibin,

我好像feel到要离开的感觉le..

我已经开始怀念家，

开始想哭..

我想象到我的狗一样坐在门口看着我离去,

却不知道那是他最后一次舔我的脸.

想象到在异乡思念家人的滋味.

然后，

我好久好久没有见到爸爸妈妈和两个妹妹，

我忘记了我的房间什么颜色.

我...........好想回家.

那天我可能会哭...

怎么办?

Dun sad

Yea de,

comfort is for babies..

So i should slap you on your face,

and tell you,

you could and you definitely should do better than that next time.

No one knows what is the best they can do,

because there is no limit for possiblities.

What you need now is time and a change in attitude.

If you really wana become a doctor,

then you should give your best shot everytime,

as life doesn't come with a second chance.

Just look at 秉翰，

despite losing every game to us,

18秒后他又是一条好汉,

he comes back and challenge us again.

(he is damn annoying!!)

You should do the same,

take some time to accept the fact,

then stand up again.

Don't cry over spilt milk,

go find a cow and get yourself some fresh 1.

I am not comforting you!! =)

I always say "dun sad".

Although it seems a little 敷衍 sometimes,

but actually i am really trying to 敷衍 you.

So next time i say "dun sad" to you a,

i am really really not trying to comfort you!