我update了

很久没有update blog了，
因为有一点懒，

最近都没有什么事情做，
都是每天回去学校交文件,等文件给校长或副校长签证。
昨天终于gaodim了，
还交上了申请台湾大学的表格。

最近心情起伏都很大，
可能是在家太多时间乱想东西，
也可能是上大学的东西都还没有准备好。
烦~！！！ =(

我已经很很确定要读兽医了。
其实，真正的理想是要到处去探险，
去观察和了解野生动物，
去做动物保育的工作，
只要有三餐就足够的工作。。
我要的那种生活就好像在pokemon世界里，
只要给我一只pikachu,
我就可以畅游全世界，自由自在的那种。

可能是射手座对自由的渴望较高吧~
曾经，
我会认为人生苦短，
要是不能再死之前完成自己的理想，
那么这一生称不上有任何意义。
现在会觉得，
虽然说没有理想，跟一条咸鱼有什么分别？
但是如果盲目追求理想，那就会跟水鱼没有两样！
我真得很喜欢动物，
尤其是大型的predators。
看他们猎下猎物，那夺下胜利的一刻，
我会觉得很兴奋，震撼，激动，
很想亲眼去见证这些时刻！
自从爸爸允许养狗（Jack)以后，
我真的爱上了他！！
上次做工很sien，回到家都没有跟家人说话，
而且还跟妈妈冷战，
但是我总是会跟Jack讲话，
跟他玩，摸他，
然后心情就好很多。。
有了Jack以后，
我开始考虑选择念兽医，
一份比较稳定的工作，
一份在外国需求可能会越来越高的工作。
兽医就兽医啦，
不错下的，
至少对这一科比其他任何一颗更有兴趣.

香港理工大学明年推出兽医课程,
第一年,
不懂会多人念没有?
不懂课程会不够好没有??
其实我没有很很特别喜欢香港,
只是不是很喜欢台湾罢了~
有兽医念的地方,
本地的不想看,因为真得很想出下国,
西方国家有,
可是我真的会怕一个人,
到不同文化,

不同语言的国家,
以我的个性,
我会挨不了,哭着回来~

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没有啦,那里有酱容易哭?
只是会很不适应,然后离开..
所以我希望到有华人的新地方,
至少文化,语言比较相似,
学习了适应新环境过后,
再去自己想去的地方~
香港和台湾,
我比较不喜欢台湾..
可能因为港剧比较吸引人啦~

原来统考英文很重要,
因为申请香港理工大学奖学金的其中一个条件是英文要有A!!
原来IELTS也很重要,
因为很多国家都需要,现在知道有一点迟,
大学报名截止日期前一定来不及报考的!!
原来国文很不重要,
因为拿到A1也不知道有什么用,
可能是人家问你几个A的时候,
你可以讲有多一个A.
其实英文真的很重要,
因为申请香港理工大学兽医科要写1500-2000字的personal statement,
还要用英文面试~!!!

理想,
有时就算怎么伸尽手臂,
也还是会有一段距离.
但是只要肯去找梯子,
在高的彩虹也能碰到..
我的梯子就是兽医,
希望梯子最后的尽头会是我最想去的非洲~!!

boss aint here!!

everyone is on9,
open music dao loud loud,
open movie with surround theater system..
no boss,
no customer,
no need to work..
good day
^^

大家都在九霄云外，
只有我还在平地上.
.............

离别的一天

很不舍得，还是毕业了~~
首先，要感谢大家陪我一起熬过九个月的高三生活和统考。
还要感谢我们班的班刊负责人，他们熬夜赶工才能让我们在毕业前拿到班刊~!!!

谢谢你们~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

今天很down,有一种很依依不舍的感觉..

这个星期里,我逃了很多次课,看了两套戏,

可是没有看到佳颖很想看的poker king..

今天我终于看到这部戏了,可是佳颖没来la,

只是跟ben yozer chuan lin beisi 这几条水一起看..

lin应该是太累吧,在戏院里睡了一下 Zzzz

这部戏几好笑的,可是我也只是笑了一下而已,

大概是心情不是很好吧~

才离开一下子而已,我就已经开始怀念中华了...

现在真的什么都不想做,

只希望明天起来后心情会更好~

可以答应我一件事吗?

每一天十二点想我一下~~

道别了怎可再见
就像这一生再精彩也得一次童年

I'm home

Yesterday, lin and gay left my mom's office

and i was glad that i can finally go home~

those days when i wasn't at home,a few things happened..

one of them is trouble which i left behind before uec

there were fleas on my dog,Jack and Swan2 had warned me to take action a.s.a.p.

and yet i kept giving myself excuses to delay the problem.

so,my family suffered the consequences. T.T

those fleas multiplied and invaded into my house..

Jack's body was covered by fleas,

some even attached to his eyes.....

my dad helped Jack to pluck out those fleas,

and it filled an aluminium can full!!!!

my mum bought a bottle of potion,diluted with some water

and then applied on Jack's body..

but the time i got home,

i still can see some of them crawling around in the floor,

and some on Jack.

so today i applied the potion on Jack again,and gave him a bath after that..

i sprayed shieldtox,

hopefully tonight when i get back they have all gone for good..

apart from those consequences my family suffered from,

there is also a good side of this problem.

my dad begins to love Jack more~

perhaps like apes and monkeys,

social grooming does build bonds between my dad and Jack ^^

another event happened on saturday,

a squirrel ran into my house and hid under the sofa..

my dad tried to lure him out and when it suddenly pop out,

it made my dad screamed and jumped onto the sofa..

everyone in my family laughed,

and i feel funny too when my sis described the whole process to me..

hahaha...

after that,the squirrel disappeared and so they thought he was gone..

today when i woke up,i heard "dak dak dak" and then saw a tail passed by~

i looked under my bed and there was the little squirrel~

i asked my mom to catch it with me.

it's not because i'm scared,

but the squirrel hid under my bed and it is very agile,

making it hard to catch alone!!

somehow,we made it

we released it and after a few bounces it disappeared into thick bushes..

hmmm,

i love animals~

家人

最近，家里有两个家人生病了。。

第一位是我的外婆，

肠子打结wo，进院了。

前天刚动完手术。

昨天是除了出世那时以外，第一次到医院，

原来医院的床单是白色的，

那里的护士不比想象中的美，都是肥肥屁股大大的。。

这些都不是重点啦。。

外婆刚动完手术，脸很苍白，也不能下床行动，

所以大小便都要别人帮忙，

O在一个小马桶那边，然后再倒掉。。

其实看得出她很不舒服，也很不好意思，

因为每次妈妈和阿姨到医院时，外婆就会要妈妈和阿姨帮忙她大小便，

应该是忍很久，不好意思要护士帮忙。

妈妈第一次看到那些大小便，就忍不住到厕所呕~

如果换作是我，连大小便都要别人帮忙，我会很难为情。。

如果要帮忙倒大小便的人是我，我大概会两天吃不下饭。

所以虽然妈妈和阿姨都说那间医院的服务不好，

可是我还是会很敬佩那些有勇气当护士的人，

因为每天都要面对这些相当恶心的工作，而且照顾的并不是自己的家人。

昨天去到那里其实我只说了 hi 和 bye，

因为我真的不懂要说什么。。

从小我就是外婆带大的，所以外婆很疼我。。

我也很爱外婆，可是可能家里家人之间很少会说我爱你，

所以我也不是很会表达我对她的关心.

erm..........

希望她早日康复~~

第二位生病的家人是Jack

那一天帮他冲凉,没有把collar脱掉

然后他冲完凉就戴着那个湿湿的collar..

第二天就发现他身上多了sibeh多的虱,

真的多到很可怕那种,

连他喝的那盆水都会掉几只下去..

我看电视的时候脚痒,捉捉下捉到一点血,

原来脚上面有一只~~

这几天他的样子都钝钝酱,变到很没有活力.

我也很少摸他了,

他就每天好像很期待的远远望着我酱..

sibeh伤心..

很难得爸爸让我养狗,所以我很爱很疼他..

他应该也很爱我,

所以我不可以再让爱我的家人受苦,

我会尽快到宠物店寻求解决方法..

希望Jack也能早日康复

统考终于要到了,大家考试顺利啦~~! ^^

我很noob

WA~~~~~~~!!!

今天有一点要窒息的感觉，

很很很紧张..

回到家啊，坐下然后站起来都会觉得头晕，

还tohsui过李香琴（甘老太)

今天要早一点睡！！

Heaven

20/9

many people are not at home today...

some went back to thier hometown,some go for a vacation...

and so kuala lumpur became a heaven for those foreign labours.

yes!!

this is the time where 世界各地的外劳都会聚集在一起~

bus stop,hair salon,shopping center,

they're everywhere!!

they din look so friendly,and in fact they're kinda geli..hahaha

there are also others who get active during this kinda time.

those who cycle around in our neighbourhood,perhaps planning to make some easy $$.

I was not at home too.

gonna give someone a surprise =.=

surprise??

hahaha..

today we went to yanny's house and brought her out..

why?

coz it's foreign labours day,

every 外劳 should come out and celebrate ma!!

hahaha,just kidding la...yanny dun dulan.

Actually today is yanny's birthday,

she is 18 now!!

wowow~~！!

people say 女儿十八一枝花,

so what flower is she?

hmmmmm.....you man man think la.

^^

i wana be the very best

ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

it's finally over,sibeh touched =.=

my trial sucks,but i promised myself to work hard for the uec exam..

yeah i think i will.......

today we got back our mathematic 1 exam paper.

AND

22+38.5=60.5

I PASSED!!!

it's not a very good result but i feel sibeh happy ^^

hahaha

trial's over,so let it go~

uec is coming.

i shall try my best~!!

I WANNA BE THE VERY BEST!!!

K-ful

a more special day than 090909 is today..
090910
today is the worst day of all....

stomachache~~~!!!!

7am,
i asked nami to go dan k with me..
but none of us brought tissue paper and so we went to the canteen to buy some..
i ate a plate of mee,
then i went to the library toilet to release the "wind and water" inside my body..
and i thought it's over..........

10th period,
the feelings came again..
and so.....................

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



type 7-entirely liquid.........................






so,anything else happens today?
din notice wo...
hahaha

tohsui

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
叹了这口气，
不再回到过去。

let it go

一切还好？？

其实压力高得比天更高

我还好

期望你还好

Famine30

The 30hours famine started at 12pm..i had my last meal at 11am,during the chemist lesson..
then after the long,tiring day at school,the lesson was finally over...and so i went home to pack my stuff,gonna stay overnight at the clubhouse near our school...
my dad drove me and chiayin to the clubhouse...we reached at 5pm..

Time passes slowly when you have nothing to do and nothing to eat T.T
we played card games,went playground and cybercafe until it's finally time for the movie..
it was my first midnight movie---ORPHAN,a movie that makes time moves even slower...the scenes are bloody,18PL ma =.= yozer shared his jacket with me,and i kept covering my eyes with my face mask..i fell in love with the little girl,Max in the movie..she looks so cute and innocent..Everytime the crazy Esther tries to hurt her,i closed my eyes...cant take it if anything bad happen to her,and gratefully she survived in the end...phew,it's finally over..

Everyone was tired and we went back to sleep..girls went to villa angsana while bird,yozer,bui,lin nami,jianwei and me went back to the clubhouse..that hamsap jenny stayed at villa,so jin..At the clubhouse,we chat for awhile then ZZzzz....everyone was asleep. Did i snore?

The next day,i woke up early..then i fell asleep again~Nothing special happened after that..
erm..at the bukit jalil stadium,they checked our body temperature before allowing us to go in..
we were late and the event had already started..we took our seat..
yer,this year no lenglui gap,everyone was wearing a face mask..sad!!!!
cincai la,still got chiayin ma--she keep calling herself lenglui =.=
the temperature got colder and colder,luckily bui was beside me ^^ yozer took a nap and so i followed..yeah yeah,the one everyone has been waiting for---ahmei finally appeared on the stage..bird screamed crazily,everyone was high..but i was too tired to get high,perhaps i should join the dead zone located on my right hand side,people there..........haiz~~
then the countdown started..5,4,3,2,1~~buka puasa..everyone had thier soya drinks,took some pic then everyone went home..bird,nami,bui,junbao,xinni,yozer and me went to mcD..FOOD~~~~!!
after that i called my dad to drive me home...


home SWEET home!!!!!!!!!!

wasai !!!!

很久很久之前， 有几个小学朋友msn add 我，不过到现在都没有讲过话~
刚才我就得空，去click下他们的blog，了解下他们的境况 ^^
WALAO~!!!
他们的样子成熟到~！！！！
女生们都留长发，都很厉害打扮！！！
以前一些不怎么靓的女生，都变到sibeh 够力靓！！！！！！！！！
可能在中华很少看到长发的女生，所以会觉得他们便美了许多..（不过中华也很多靓女下啦~！）
除此之外，
我发现他们的blog都是在用英文写的咧，
难怪那天lansuk我的中华校友会讲中华毕业生语言上会noob一点点，
原来国中生都在使用着华文外的语言交谈，写作！！！
aiyu~~~!!!
再看看我......
整个还没有断奶的小孩子酱，够力tohsui T.T
现在讲一句普通的英语都讲到很kik sui~~ 华语又noob到死....
不可以了~~！！
聚会前要剪头发，不可以让大家看到我酱noob的一面！
同时，下一篇post起，
要用英文写，
英文要进步啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

雨天

我又到mcD读书，
没有办法，在家无法集中.....
读下读下，也读到七七八八了.....
五点钟，外面开始打雷，我就提起书包离开
希望能在下雨前回到家..
打开我很有型的雨伞，我便使劲冲向最近的巴士站..
可是在半途就下起大雨来，
巴士站很小，挤了很多人，挤在外面的就淋雨咯~！
算了，我就打消回家的念头，暂时到巴士站旁的7-11避雨~~~
雨滴嗒嘀嗒的下...
忽然间我变得很感性 （不是性感啦，因为衣服没有湿到 ^^)
haiz...
这是小学毕业后第二次回到这间7-11，
突然很怀念小学的生活，
当年还有分上下午班...
上午放学后，我和几个死党(黎明,可怡,国滨等等)还不愿意回家，
就留在学校玩追追，讲心事(那时候讲别人的是非而已啦,好像谁谁谁喜欢谁酱咯~!)
下雨,就像这场雨倾盆的洒下时,几个dai b的小孩子就出去淋雨呐喊,
没有想过会生病,回家会被妈妈骂~
而这间7-11则是小学时期的禁地,即使是放学后也不可独自到这里
不懂是叛逆还是贪玩,不管啦~
总之大家都喜欢到那边买杯面吃..
不懂哪个dai b在垃圾房旁的大门发现有漏洞,几个冬瓜就从那边溜了出去.
当年,零用钱每天rm1而已,那里够钱吃杯面啦?
怎样?跟黎明借钱咯,越借越熟,越熟越借 =.=
可是没有还过,每次借rm2,到毕业那时应该有借超过一百块了 ^^
这间我每次去的mcD,应该老过我...
也是小学"有钱"时会去得地方,
那时候,大家都很快乐..
有的老师很凶,有的很有特色(喜欢挖鼻屎),有的很淫(所以影响到我!!)
不过他们都是好老师~!!
毕业了,大家说了再见,也没有在相聚了...
可怡,国宾,淑盈和我去年和前年还有出来吃东西啦,
不过其他的同班同学就好像消失了,在脑海中只存在着他们单纯的面孔..
好怀念好怀念啊~!!!
8月29日,他们相约在pavilion见面,
有一点期待,但对他们有点陌生了
hmm.....希望所有人都可以到齐~!!
自从那件事心情跌入谷底，在从谷底爬回上来后，
我的情绪一直处在高峰...
今天的这一场雨把我的情绪沉淀了下来..
人生不一定要天天快乐才完美，
虽然生活的句点不知道会落在哪里，
但至少我快乐潇洒的走过我的童年，
一个让人怀念的童年~！！！

昨天

昨天我到mcD准备化学考试~
molala有一个男人来lan suk 我.....
他说：“我以前也是跟你同一个校徽！！”
过后我们就谈下咯，他是03毕业生,
理科生，毕业后修商业管理，出来做室内设计 =.=
他就讲起他在中华的往事..
当年他们spm 和统考统一年考，所以也是好像我们现在酱..
没有一次的下课，补课多多..
他也是刘明华老师的学生，
他觉得老师很伟大，因为愿意在没有多拿薪水的条件下为我们补课
他叫我要感激老师..我也很赞同一下啦，谢谢老师~~！！！！！
过后他就讲到大部分的中华生毕业后都面对语言上的问题，尤其用英语和国语交谈...
他也讲了一些废话啦，好像他初二那年有人在班上做爱 =.=!!!
最zadao的就是他问我可以帮他买学校的体育裤没有，因为他觉得很好穿...
可是lala不给他买..sibeh zadao
然后就下雨了，我也开始读chemist，他就做他的设计...
不久以后~~~~雨也停了，他就先离开..
离开前他又讲了一句废话，"mcD 就是好在可以refill."
ZZzzz

倒霉年？！！

闲 lo~~
不懂要怎样考预试
好像时日无多,可是范围却很多..
刘明华讲预试前可能不能赶完考试的范围..
哎哟~~~
预试啊！！！统考啊！！！未来啊！！！
我可以吗？？？
其实是可以的， 不过不能兼顾全部科目，
然后再勤劳一点点，mcD多一点点lo...
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明天会更好，船到桥头自然直!!
明天再算 ^^

08/08/1991

今天是老朋友，黎明的生日喔..
生日快乐 HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
一年级好像就跟他同班，然后四年级到六年级又再同班....
那时候跟黎明几熟下~
可是天意弄人，好景不常..T.T
上了中学后，我们从来没有同班过...aiyu~~!!!
也因为这样子，我们变得有点生疏,
还好有 maple,dota 等等的网上游戏让我们依然保持联系 ^^
但愿友谊能够长久，
也希望黎明统考扫场~~！！

时间太多太少？

如果今年读高一，停课将会是一件快乐的事。。
可是现在是高三，预试也就快来临了~
我却还没有开始准备.................
停课第二天了，我一直都在玩，看电视，讲废话....
托咯~~~~！！！！
不知道当初没有跟chuan去tar是不是错误的选择，
可是已经没有回头的路了。。
真的真的有点担心，统考成绩到底会有多烂.............
在家很闲，但又没有 mood读书.............
haiz................
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明天要发奋，我要再次delete我的dota了~！！！
加油啊！！！！

Sahara to tropica??

Emerging evidence is painting a very different scenario, one in which rising temperatures could benefit millions of Africans in the driest parts of the continent.

Scientists are now seeing signals that the Sahara desert and surrounding regions are greening due to increasing rainfall.

If sustained, these rains could revitalize drought-ravaged regions, reclaiming them for farming communities.

This desert-shrinking trend is supported by climate models, which predict a return to conditions that turned the Sahara into a lush savanna some 12,000years ago.

The green shoots of recovery are showing up on satellite images of regions including the Sahel, a semi-desert zone bordering the Sahara to the south that stretches some 2,400 miles (3,860 kilometers).

WHAT THE FUCK???

http://advocateviews.blogspot.com/
see the video,and u will say WHAT THE FUCK~!!!
@#$@#%!$#@%

今天只做一件事

今天我只做了一件事。。。。
发霉~~！！！
一直做数学，然后玩，然后做数学，
然后 MT,BUI 和 YANNY 跟我说他们很闲，
chat 下，
然后继续做数学。。。
做做做。。。

闲到抽筋~！！

自从我delete dota 以后，
开电脑后就觉得 sibeh 闲~~！！
其实考试是很多一下，不过就是没有心情准备。。
堕落。。。。。。
是时候学人家写下 blog 打发时间 ^^